Rainy Days Make Me Think About D

Today was kinda a sucky day all around...rainy freezing cold, windy....just sucked here. Well today We texted back and forth nothing major going on in our relationship...sometimes when you just sit back and think about things after a seperation...you or at least I tend to think...Is this relationship going to be stuck right where it is at at this moment...or will there ever be a future?>?! It's so hard to try and determine what is in the other person's head and what are they thinking...Am I mister right now...or do they really mean it when they say...They love you and want to marry you?! Who knows...it stresses me out so much I just try to forget about it all together. Hope all is well with everyone else today. Its getting so close to christmas....I tell you what single at christmas doesnt suck.